I seem to have very little energy of late except for that which is churning in me wishing to find a way out of several limiting circumstances I find myself in.  Health concerns,  brought on by doctor’s offices that prescribe .75mcg of synthroid instead of 1.75,  which I had been taking for at least 3 years.  I happened to notice an old bottle from 6 months ago and saw the descrepency.  Not quite the kind of thing I needed to help me fight any depression that might happen as result of other things,  like frustrations with church (and the lack thereof,  feeling that nobody gives a shit if I’m there or not,  or about the things I obviously care about and have a gift for,  and want to be able to do ministry with