I spent a good chunk of this afternoon sitting on my Mom and Dad’s back porch in the nice breeze and jotting down notes in between the lines and on the backs of sheets of the emails I printed out on Thursday which Larry sent to me, outlining some things he is thinking of presenting to hopefully get some things in motion that will allow his organization to fund some work for me that will help enhance their mission.

I felt a sense of safety, there in the nice back yard of my parent’s house; perhpas a sense of safety of being in this family, and how I’ve been usually been able to “relax” when I’m there. Sure enough, on my way home, I felt the uncertainties and the anxities return, even though all this energy flowing concerning Larry’s advocacy for me in his proposal in the works has energized me quite a bit. I am wri tign this as I sit down preparing to email a few more thoughts that I received during the aforementioned sitting on my parent’s back porch.